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I saw you with your new girl just yesterday and I feel I must confess,even the it kills me to have to say i'll admit that I was impressed. Physically just short of affection,gotta command you on your selection,even though I should be content in the back of my mind I can't help but question....
Does she rub your feet when you had a long day?
Does she scratch your scalp when you take out your braids,or does she know that you like to play ps2 to 6 in the morning like I do? I can't explain this feeling I think about it everyday and even though we've moved on it get's so hard to walk away....
-Paula Deanda
I'm feeling like my music today. I'm feeling very ignored? It's like having a best friend that's just giving all the attention you used to have to someone else..hurts. I don't like being ignored and I always swear that i'll do the same to him when he comes by my way,but everytime I see that stupid ******** smile I cave in. It's so hard to be mad at someone like this. Someone who knows that you eat chocolate icecream and french fries together,knows that you like to dance in public restrooms,or that yo need someone to hold your hand during a scary movie. I guess,i'm just saying I miss spending time with m best friend. He always got what I was saying....no matter how stupid/ or offensive it sounded. He never gave up on being my friend,even though my family was stuck on driving him away and now that he's not there....It's hard not to care.
[EDIT:] OKay,today I actually said that I felt like this and he got mad,he was all "I don't say s**t about this kind of stuff when you ditch me for Darien..." mad WTF? Darien has nothing to do with this. Darien or should I say Dari Queen, is a ******** queer. If me and Dari ever got in the sack together it would be because he had way to many lumps in his tea! scream You know ******** what?! He can kiss my perfect a** because I don't have to listen to this s**t. I mean he's the one ditching me for slut-barbie [Kaylee] who doesn't have s**t to say besides, "LYKE OMG" those are the only words in her vocabulary. Everytime I invite that bimbo to come chill with me and the rest of us she doesn't know anything! It's like talking to a wall,no a wall is too instresting....Then one time we were talking about this really sick band and she was like "OMG! I LYKE LOVE FIFTY AND HIS G-UNIT CLICK" talk2hand I thought she was joking,but oh my she really thought we were talking about R.A.P! I hate the stuff,but being the person I am,I let her babble on about it for another twenty minutes. What a ******** idiot! Girls like her give bad names to girls who actually do know how to use their brains,but whatever he can keep ignoring me. As of now I am through with Luis'! He's such a ********! Oh....Christ.
 [affection.whore] · Thu Jan 25, 2007 @ 02:25am · 0 Comments |
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