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I have always been the weak one in my family. The one who believed a liar,the one who fell in love with someone imaginary,and the one most favoured. I've always been the one to belive the immpossible,but now that i'm older i've turned my back on so many things that it's going to be hard to believe.
Song i'm writing for no specific reason? I think....
Now that i'm older I feel like there's no one
there to protect me or look over my shoulder.
So sick and fed up that last night we didn't make up.
Tired of making excuses for these bruises.
I have nothing to say,Your the one whose
debt is left unpaid. You saw it coming, so don't you dare start running...
from what's left behind..because all these months should have left you with
time to unwind. Every second your gone i'm dying inside, trying to conceal
my feelings left me crying on the outside. I can scream and shout, but that won't change why your not here.. You can't hear me because your no longer near me. Time has flew,but nothing seems to change....
this feeling i'm having is nothing new.
Now i'm confused all of this mischeif i've caused is misconshrewed.
Now with nothing to lose, all I can do is hope...
that once again you'll be my boat. You'll come to the rescue...you'll save me...
no matter what the fee...
This is all I can do?
Missing you is nothing new,but now that your really gone
I can't see where we went wrong.
I know this can't have been a lie all along....
As time is being wasted all I can do is keep pacing.
It's better than saying good-bye,cause then i'd have to admit i've never tried.
What do you say when everyone you've hurt has come back to pay?
[I'm leaving it at that]
 [affection.whore] · Sun Feb 04, 2007 @ 02:58pm · 0 Comments |
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