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HOW HARD IS IT TO UNDERSTAND THAT SMOKING IN THE HOUSE WILL GET ME,
NOT MY BROTHER, IN TROUBLE?!
HE'S SUCH A s**t HEAD. THE ONLY PERSON HE THINKS
ABOUT IS HIM SELF. I'M GOING TO GO CRAZY IF I HAVE TO
LIVE ANOTHER DAY LIVING LIKE THIS.
I'M TRYING SO HARD TO BECOME BETTER AT IGNORING THINGS
THAT BOTHER ME.

MY BROTHER IS JUST MAKING ME INSANE. I DON'T KNOW WHY HE
HAS HIS OWN HOUSE, HE'S OVER HERE 24/7[[KEEPING A NOSE IN MY BUSINESS]]
BEING A [********]

I'M READY TO GET OUT OF HERE. I CAN'T WAIT TILL MY
18TH BIRTHDAY... [[THREE YEARS AWAY, BUT SO]]
ME AND MY BEST FRIEND ARE GOING ON A ROADTRIP BEFORE
WE GO TO COLLEGE.

I CAN'T WAIT BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN TAKE.
BETWEEN HIM AND MY PMS'ING SISTER..
I DON'T KNOW WHO'S WORSE.
I CLEAN EVERYDAY AND NO ONE SAYS s**t,BUT AS SOON AS THE HOUSE IS
MESSED UP AGAIN...THAT START SCREAMING AT ME LIKE I'M THE MAID OR SOME s**t...WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS SITUATION....UMMMM..

I'M NOT THE DAMN MAID!
GOD MAYBE GETTING SOMETHING TO DRINK WOULD MAKE ME FEEL BETTER,
BUT I KNOW AS SOON AS I DO THAT I'LL HAVE
EVERYONE ON MY CASE,SO I WON'T..

MAYBE I'LL JUST FREAKING LEAVE FOR A FEW DAYS....
IUNNO.

THEY ONLY WOULD CARE IF I LEFT BECAUSE THE HOUSE WOULD BE MESSY,BUT
WHATEVER. I'M GOING TO SLEEP OVER WITH JESSE [[HE'S SO AWESOME AND GAY]] LOL I LOVE JESE.

HE GETS IT, I'M GLAD I HAVE HIM TO DEPEND ON. I HOPE HE
BAKES SOME BROWNIES.. =] MHHM.