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You know boyfriend's are alot of work.
I honestly don't think I have time for one right now,
so everytime one approaches me I just put up
the "not a chance" sign and leave.

Everytime I have a boyfriend, they just dissapoint me.
Dating is just boring now, friends are so much better.
Boyfriends are just.....alot.

My childhood friend [ I known since kindergarden]
Jason is just getting really close and I just don't know.
I love the way things are now. We can joke around, discuss stupid things,
and we can laugh at eachother. I don't want to give that up with a 10%
chance of our relationship making it.

I love him to death and care about him, but am I willing to sacrifice a good
friendship?

The answer is hell no, but how am I going to deny feelings that I have when he
confronts me?
What am I going to say? I don't wanna hurt his feelings or our friendship.
I'm just lost.