Promises are like memories. Made and forgotten.
Feeling: lost,like I need a drink, mad at my douche bag brother..that's it.
So many days i've felt like i've sunk under,but then I float back to the top and that makes me wonder. How many times am I going to sink until I can float,but now I understand that I will never float because you will always be my boat. Someone who saves me when I really need it,someone who won't go away when I say beat it. Someone who will let me have time to unwind,being blind to my faults,so he will never find. I say i'm sick,I say i'm tired,i've tried and tried,but you can't be fired. I notice this now because you never asked to be hired. The way you talk makes me smile,I try to ignore it and be in denial. Not being able to push you away is hard to accept,but it's that quality you have that won't make me regret all the times you reminded me forget. I constantly argue with you and tell you to go away,but you never do... because forever you will stay.
This is for you,something of my gratitude..Something to let you know how much I wanna thank you.
[affection.whore] · Sun Jan 28, 2007 @ 08:39pm · 0 Comments |