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SOMETIMES I FEEL AS IF I STAND ALONE.
IT'S SO HARD TO BELIEVE THAT IT'S
ME BECAUSE IT SEEMS AS IF I'M SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE.
I MAY BE SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE, BUT IT DOESN'T
STOP ME FROM FEELING LIKE I'M ALONE.


IT'S LIKE EVERYONE IS BLUE, BUT I'M GRAY.
I STAY FOR YEARS BEING THE SAME COLOR
UNTIL I MEET SOMEONE THAT'S JUST LIKE
ME.

HE SEEMS TO HAVE MET ME BEFORE, BUT I CAN'T TELL IF
I KNOW HIM, HE SAYS HE'S HERE TO PROTECT ME,
BUT I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD LET HIM.

PROTECTING ME IS LIKE TRYING TO PROTECT A GUN POINTING AT
YOU,SO WHY IS HE HERE?
I TOLD HIM WHAT COULD HAPPEN, BUT HE DOESN'T
EVEN CARE, IT'S NOT THAT HE'S NOT LISTENING,
BUT THAT HE'S BEING STUBBORN ABOUT
LETTING ME WALK ALONE.

I STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND IT. HE SAYS SOMETHING AND I BELIEVE
IT. WHY DO I PUT ALL MY TRUST INTO THIS PERSON?
HE COULD DIE FROM THIS.

HE'S STILL HERE...HE SAYS HE'S NEVER GOING TO LEAVE
AND I BELIEVE HIM....EVEN THOUGH
...........................................
EVERYONE WHO'S SAID THAT HAS GONE, BUT
HE NEVER LEFT, EVEN WHEN I THOUGHT HE FORGOT ABOUT ME
WHEN I WAS GONE.

I CAME BACK AND HE'S STILL HERE.
IT MAKES ME HAPPY, BUT SAD..
I DON'T WANT HIM TO BE HERE...
I KNOW IT'S HORRIBLE TO SAY AFTER ALL HE'S DONE,
BUT WHAT IF SOMETHING HAPPENS BECAUSE OF ME.

I TRIED TO LET HIM GO,
THE MORE I TRY THE MORE HE HOLDS ON.

I CARE TOO MUCH TO LET HIM GO, BUT NOT ENOUGH
TO SET HIM FREE...

I NEVER EXPECTED HIM TO SEE THE REAL ME.