I'm always in the middle of s**t. I have had it with school. With mid-terms,girls being haters, stupid a** science teachers not explaining s**t,and most of all how ******** fake peole are. I'm never afraid to be myself. I always ask questions if I don't understand what's going on,even if people do laugh,I just ignore it. It's better to ask a question and look stupid for minute. I don't care what people say.. and I really don't care about fitting in. I think it's lame if you do fit in. It's just like joining a cult if you ask me:Everyone folows because one person is doing it. I dare to be different,so you won't see me in any cult any time soon. i do my homework,come home,then sleep. I'm working so hard to keep my grades up all this mental strain is exausting. Then I have this bullshit with Terrance (ex-boyfriend) he's going around and saying stupid s**t. I don't know why he's acting like we're still together when i'm way down here in georgia. I'm being so ******** good about this s**t PLUS....Oh let me tell you.....my mom (real mom) calls me to say hey! What the ********? She hasn't been in my life from day one and now you wanna call me because my daddy isn't here to call you what you really are......I've bout had it with this s**t. I'm tired of it. on top of this I have f'in Cameran and Ta'varis (who's my friends boyfriend) trying to run game on me.....Do I look stupid? ******** it. I'm going to sleep
[affection.whore] · Sat Dec 02, 2006 @ 04:00am · 2 Comments |