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For the moment I think for the first time in my life....that I feel fine. After all the s**t that's happened to me in the last 48 hours..I think i'm good. With this whole Josh is going to jail thing...i'm good. With my sister's dog and my allergic reaction to it....i'm good. With Jose being mad at me for something that I don't think I did.....i'm good. With my step-mom throwing a vcr at me....i'm good. With me almost dying because of Josh's driving...i'm good. With everyone worrying about me....because i'm good...I feel great.
*~*I have a few reasons why I am great*~*:
1.Greatest boyfriend ever
2.My best friend always looking out for me,even when i'm being an a*****e
3.Jose's really great advice
4.My sister is speaking to me and she has a lawyer
5.My dad
6.My aunt
7. Last,but not least ME. I've noticed that I am going to be me no matter what
and that I can't make myself change. People think of me like this:"What problem could she have? She's everyone's friend! that stupid Prep" That kind of thinking used to bother me,but I don't care. I am way to old for this bullshit. I have no time for petty games;every minute I waste on this kind of stuff is another second i'm wasting away the good things I have in my life. Right now....at this exact moment....I wouldn't care if I got mugged.......raped..or murdered,because my life doesn't suck as bad as some people's does. Some people don't have these things that make me happy. I'm glad that I do or else I don't think i'd be anywhere. I'm really glad that I have all these people in my life.
My Philosphy for all this s**t happening to me:
"s**t happens to me because ....life is full of it."
I sound crazy,but oh well...I'm GOOD.
-Christine
 [affection.whore] · Tue Jul 11, 2006 @ 01:56am · 1 Comments |
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