I am a disease...a virus...a cursed thing...
all the bad things in this world that hurts people...
i am a plague..i hurt everyone..everything is my fault..!
what was God thinking allowing me to be born...
he was a fool!! for i bring so much pain to so many people...
i hurt everyone who knows me...i am cursed...i am evil...
the thoughts that pound in my head...my skull feels like a blouder is pounding on the bone..breaking my skull into tiny fragments...
the pain i give to so many...returns back to me..seven fold...
i hurt all..i hurt myself...
it would be better if someone drove a stake to my heart...
to wipe out my evil existence...
to clean the lands of such evil..to make it pure again...
for everything is my damn fault!!!
i am a damned soul...
that should be reuinted with the Fallen Angel...
named Lucifer...in Hell...
writer's note:
wrote this on 4-7-10 after feeling so much pain my head was pounding had the worset headache i felt nause wanting to throw up..when i realized..its all my fault...every dang thing..its my fault...mine...
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...my twisted thoughts...
never wanted my words read but cant make them private and have no other place for them,understand some dont see this so wont know,basicly what im saying is if want to look through my journal its fine,for dont mind anymore,im just sorry its awful..
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