the sound of my heart beating...
saddens me...
for i wish for no sound...for want no heart...
for inside i am dead..decaying..my heart is black...
it feels like i have no heart...
but then every once in awhile that sound emergies from inside my chest...
it sounds like the beating of drums...
oh how i wish it was drums instead of what it really is...
which is my heart....
walking around this world feeling nothing but pain...
a heartless girl...
with no one to truely understand her...
endless walking...
for a heartless soul...
empty inside...
saddens me...
for i wish for no sound...for want no heart...
for inside i am dead..decaying..my heart is black...
it feels like i have no heart...
but then every once in awhile that sound emergies from inside my chest...
it sounds like the beating of drums...
oh how i wish it was drums instead of what it really is...
which is my heart....
walking around this world feeling nothing but pain...
a heartless girl...
with no one to truely understand her...
endless walking...
for a heartless soul...
empty inside...
writer's note:
wrote this on 4-2-10 after strong emotions...-_-
