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my pathetic life is just a joke to you..
you use my pain for your own amusement...
my heart-ache..you grab a hold of it and tear it deeper...
my failures you laugh at...
joke at...
im just your joke...
you love to make jokes concerning my pain...
my sorrow...
you make it seem as i mean nothing to you...
im just a comedy movie to you...
a thing to laugh at...
to joke at...
you use my life to fill your personal joke book...
thats fine...laugh at me...
just dont say it in front of me...
dont make fun of me...
dont laugh at my pain...
at my tears...
im human...but to you im just a joke...
im just your joke...
im just your sister...
im just your daughter...
im just your friend...
im just your cousin...
im just your neice...
im just your neighbor...
im just your stranger...
im just your nobody...
im just your shadow...
im just...a joke...
your joke...
to be used to humor your life...
because my sad, pointless life...is just too funny to you...
it is just hilarous to you...
im glad to bring humor in your life...
so when the last straw is taken...and i kill myself...
i hope you laugh so hard...
because it will be the last time you laugh at my life...
because...
im just your joke...
thats all i am to you...
your joke...your day's humor...