people wanting me to be successful in life...
but that is pointless...since dont want to be a part of this world...
of this life...
a failure at everything...useless...hopeless...
a waste of space and a waste of breath...
my life could be given to another that wants to be successful but can't for is gone...
that kind of person deserves everything they want...
when all i deserve is nothing..is death...
family says "got to do this...to do that" blah blah...
when i don't want to do any of it..they want me to be them to achieve at something...at anything...
yet all i want is to fade away...away from their words..their pleas...
their complaints at my useless mind...and hopeless being...
i'm just a person who is unsuccessful at everything in this life of mine...
wanting to run away from them..from it all...
but that is pointless...since dont want to be a part of this world...
of this life...
a failure at everything...useless...hopeless...
a waste of space and a waste of breath...
my life could be given to another that wants to be successful but can't for is gone...
that kind of person deserves everything they want...
when all i deserve is nothing..is death...
family says "got to do this...to do that" blah blah...
when i don't want to do any of it..they want me to be them to achieve at something...at anything...
yet all i want is to fade away...away from their words..their pleas...
their complaints at my useless mind...and hopeless being...
i'm just a person who is unsuccessful at everything in this life of mine...
wanting to run away from them..from it all...
writer's note:
wrote this on 3-8-10, i forget what made me write it but i think it was after a day when friends and family telling me to do something in my life..something important..wanting to change me..when you cant..no one can...
