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...my twisted thoughts...
never wanted my words read but cant make them private and have no other place for them,understand some dont see this so wont know,basicly what im saying is if want to look through my journal its fine,for dont mind anymore,im just sorry its awful..
we are the Fallen
my tears flow down my face..
tears of sorrow..tears of pain..tears of lost..tears of a dying people..
i believed once this world these people could be saved..
i loved them so much it pained me..
i never wanted harm to happen to them..
but in the end everyone gets hurt...everyone dies...
this world i loved so profoundly is decaying..we are killing it..
we are its murderers..we are killers..
there is no denying it..
we are the excutioners of this world...
we destroyed it and have destroyed ourselves..
i once flew across the world..
my wings a pure white..that glistened in the sun and moon..
my arms were open ready to hold anyone that needed to be held..
but now the truth..has entered my heart..my soul..
my tears once a clear water..now runs crimson red..the red of blood..
they are bloody tears...truely...
my blood flow out of me everytime i cry now..
the loss of blood..caused me to become pale..
my skin shines against the moon's glow..
the truth of death..of pain..of sorrow..of every dark thing in this world..has stained my pure white wings..
now they are black..with the grief of dying people..of a dying world..
my wings are as black as the night's sky..
a sky with no moon or stars...no light...
i once was navie..believed in a God..
i loved him so much..but all he brought me was death and pain..
my love for him turned dark with pure hatred..
i was disgusted by him...and by his actions...for he took no actions to save this world...
but maybe he is not to blame...he did say he wouldnt interfer again..
after what happened with Noah's Ark..his time...
the time God's tears covered the land completly...
but now i believe God's tear are bloody..
his tears flow out into death...
his bloody tears..are the blood of people that die everyday...
the blood of this world which is seeping out..
so much blood spilled across these lands...
so much death..
so much pain..
so much darkness..
i have fallen so far i can never rise again...
why would i want to fly the skys of a dying world anyways..
my black wings rest on my shoulderblades...
ready to flap free....free again....
they are waiting to fly...fly the crisp cool air again....
but my tears blurry my eyes...i cannot fly...if cannot see where i am going...
but do i want to see this world fade away?
do i want to see the things i love die..?
die a painful death..
a death that does not have to happen...
if only he my God would take part...
would help us...
we need your help..
i hate you God i hate you more then anything in this world...
more then i hate what we have done..what we did..
that caused our world to die..
i hate you more then that...but here i am...
i am begging for you to help us...
to make our world pulse back to life...to let grow again...
cry God cry again but this time do not have your tears be of blood..but clear..
clear like water..
cry God please cry...
cry like you did for Noah's time..
we can change God...
we can..if you take charge...
you take away the greed..the corruption in our minds..
once they are gone..we will be innocent...
innocent childern ready for their great father to teach them..
to teach them how to live...
to respect the Earth...to respect the creatures around us..
we are the Fallen...
we fell from God's grace long ago...
we had his trust and his love..and we destroyed it...
we lost his trust and love..
because we became corrupted and greedy and selfish..
we lost our innocence...we lost our true selves..
we became lost...we fell so far down into a black dark whole...
we lost the way..the way to rise again..
to fly..fly with wings that were pure..pure and innocent..
so have lost ourselves in the darkness...
we are the Fallen...


writer's note:
i had these words well the basics of them in my head for a long time and i never wrote it until just now...i dont have anything really to say..only that i hope we can rise again...i hope this world can have a re-birth..can be alive again...and that we as a person can realize our wrongs..and change ourselves..become again what we once were...if not then we will die along with this world....





 
 
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