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What a nice way to finish this blog.. Walking around the mall.. Yep.. Just walking around alone, i usually do this when i was younger, now, i dont have much time and i prefer to go to the mall with somebody rather than shopping/window shopping alot doing this alone, i get to talk to myself, just letting my feet carry me to where ever it could take me.. Hmmmm.. My mind flies.. And its good.. As you know, i love to think, i practically could spend a whole day thinking without regretting that i should have done something more productive.. This is because, one of my teachers told me that an average person gets to do things things in his life routinely, he does not get a chance to think.. Hmmm.. Ok now, back to my blog.. Like what i said, it seems that i am busy.. Maybe, if busy would be the term to use to hide the fact that i just try to be aloof or just simply put, try not to look so pathetic.. I can see that its working at least for me, at least im feeling good rather than sulking all day long.. Though i would not say that im trying to forget about her, just the fact that im still making this blog is a good enough sign that im still thinking of her alot.. Hmmm.. Let us count the days, starting with last last sunday, i have just seen her twice, and the next day that i would get to see her legally would be next friday.. Is this good or is this bad? For me, its great, one of the good days for me this year, but i dont think its helping me at all.. I mean, first, last last weekend, i bought some anime cds and spent the whole weekend watching them because she likes it.. Ahaha.. Thats just funny right.. I just hope that when she watch them too, she thinks of me too, but i just doubt it.. It could never happen in real life, what i could relate to when im watching something miit not be the samething that she would relate to when she watches the same thing.. I dont think that me not seeing her helps, because this also means that she is also not seeing me, which means i could not affect her.. Coming from my situation, i know i could easily be be forgotten.. But enough of that.. I mean, i know, there is nothing that i can do.. Just like now, ive invited 3 of my friends to go with me later beacuse to tell the truth, its still sad to walk around alone, but if you wouldnt learn to live with what you have, you could never be happy.. I place my happiness much on others.. I know that.. Though i may look like a lone, still, i am just a person with a need of company of others.. Is that complicated? Cause i i know, i have beeen complicating my life ever since.. Absence.. Just being alone, i can see a lot of nice things, but it just makes me sadder because i dont have anybody to share it with.. And i also lost my camera so i have no way to share it to you too, my friends whom i could not see.. Ehehe.. There, ive shared another piece of myself.. Blogging has been a great escape from the lonliness i experience everyday.. Absence of compassion of others.. I think im just so difficult to like.. I should stop this and start thinking about happy thoughts right? Well i guess there, i would recomend you guys to watch suzuka, its great! I really liked it..
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You watch the season pull up its own stakes And catch the last weekend of the last week Before the gold and the glamour have been replaced, Another sun soaked season fades away You have stolen my heart Invitation only grant farewells Crush the best one, of the best ones Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight You have stolen my heart And from the bar room floor we are a celebration One good stretch before our hibernation Our dreams assured and we are, we'll sleep well You have stolen You have stolen my heart I watch you spin around in the highest heels You are the best one, of the best ones We all look like we feel You have stolen my You have stolen my heart
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