september 3, its chie's birthday.. happy birthday to her and i hope she gets well soon..
so what is up? i have been writng a lot at home.. guess i found a reason to stay home once in a while.. i am writing a fiction and im already in chapter 6, yay!! i really like it, though i dont read so i dont have anything to compare it too.. i really know that its great cause i can imagine it, i just dont know if i could capture the action in words and writings that the readers could then feel what i want them to feel.
well, since i woke up this morning, i kept on hearing love songs, which i like btw.. i keep hearing them even if im already here at work.. really, O.o they are simply full of love, here are samples
"Your Love" - Alamid
you're the one that never lets me sleep
to my mind, down to my soul you touch my lips
you're the one that i can't wait to see
with you here by my side i'm in ecstasy
pre-chorus:
i am all alone without you
my days are dark without a glimpse of you
but now that you came into my life
i feel complete
the flowers bloom, my morning shines
and i can see
chorus:
your love is like the sun
that lights up my whole world
i feel the warmth inside
your love is like the river
that flows down through my veins
i feel the chill inside
every time i hear our music play
reminds me of the things that we've been through
in my mind i can't believe it's true
but in my heart the reality is you
repeat pre-chorus and chorus 2x
instrumental
repeat chorus
"Tonight, Tonight" - Smashing Pumpkins
time is never time at all
you can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth
and our lives are forever changed
we will never be the same
the more you change the less you feel
believe, believe in me, believe
that life can change, that you're not stuck in vain
we're not the same, we're different tonight
tonight, so bright
tonight
and you know you're never sure
but you're sure you could be right
if you held yourself up to the light
and the embers never fade in your city by the lake
the place where you were born
believe, believe in me, believe
in the resolute urgency of now
and if you believe there's not a tonight
tonight, so bright
tonight
we'll crucify the insincere tonight
we'll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight
we'll find a way to offer up the night tonight
the indescibable moments of your life tonight
the impossible is possible tonight
believe in me as i believe in you, tonight
you're the one that never lets me sleep
to my mind, down to my soul you touch my lips
you're the one that i can't wait to see
with you here by my side i'm in ecstasy
pre-chorus:
i am all alone without you
my days are dark without a glimpse of you
but now that you came into my life
i feel complete
the flowers bloom, my morning shines
and i can see
chorus:
your love is like the sun
that lights up my whole world
i feel the warmth inside
your love is like the river
that flows down through my veins
i feel the chill inside
every time i hear our music play
reminds me of the things that we've been through
in my mind i can't believe it's true
but in my heart the reality is you
repeat pre-chorus and chorus 2x
instrumental
repeat chorus
"Tonight, Tonight" - Smashing Pumpkins
time is never time at all
you can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth
and our lives are forever changed
we will never be the same
the more you change the less you feel
believe, believe in me, believe
that life can change, that you're not stuck in vain
we're not the same, we're different tonight
tonight, so bright
tonight
and you know you're never sure
but you're sure you could be right
if you held yourself up to the light
and the embers never fade in your city by the lake
the place where you were born
believe, believe in me, believe
in the resolute urgency of now
and if you believe there's not a tonight
tonight, so bright
tonight
we'll crucify the insincere tonight
we'll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight
we'll find a way to offer up the night tonight
the indescibable moments of your life tonight
the impossible is possible tonight
believe in me as i believe in you, tonight
so i got inspried to write another snowie blog.. here it is!!
if i was to love again..
..A love that was the same..
..As the the love i have given back then..
..I would care for her more than anything literally..
..I know it could be scary..
..Yet i would do the same..
..Even if now i know that nothing last forever..
..Cause it should be just like that..
..People shouldnt think that its over tomorrow..
..People should just experience everyday as happilly in love as they can be..
..Cause if you stop thinking that way..
..It would be over..
..You would become jaded, cynical and melancholic..
..Like what i have become..
..Though i would rather deny it..
..There is no point in hiding anyways..
..Jaded, became tired of searching and waiting..
..Cynical, became wary and too pessimistic of what might become..
..Melancholic, became severely depressed and alone
if i was to love again..
..I would rather fix myself first..
..I wanted to start anew..
..So why not change my perspective of love..
..Return to the old hopeless romantic me..
..Rather than loving in the state that i am in right now..
..Cause i would end up hurting more than loving..
..This might be the reason i am not able to meet the right one yet..
..Cause i am not ready..
..When i become ready..
..I know what i am capable of..
..I know how much i would be loving her..
..I would be giving her the stars and the moon..
..Heck i will give her the whole galaxy if i could..
..But i would never suffocate her of too much love and care..
..She is still her own individual with her own identity and uniqueness..
..I will fill all her needs and i will be happy doing it..
..All the love songs in the world would not be enough to describe what i would feel when i am with her
if i was to love again..
..4 years after she fell in love again..
..I would like to completely love whoever the new girl is..
..And i would love her forever..
..Even if forever is impossible
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In translation, I love romance songs too. What you wrote...that a poem? Well, 'nyway, it's beautiful. I love unrequieted love. It can be so beautiful, yet so sad. And the feelings of starting anew, looking toward the future...that was just so heart-warming.
Great, now I'm getting emotional. Your emotional-ness got me emotional.
We should totally get Gaia-married. xD