so how is every body doing? ahaha! as if im talking to anybody here.. well, i got 2 things to say, no, not "suck it" its about love of being loveless and actually, the 2nd one is not something to say, but its something to show.. yep, youve guessed it! its my new works of art (crap compared to others of course)
ok, now.. first off, what jaded said about me being "unjaded" in the last blog actually is not all true. im happy being single right now, but it came from actually, maybe being numb with bitterness already, that i have learned to be happy with my situation now, however, people now are saying that i shouldnt be satisfied for being single with the rest of my life.. whats up with that! ahaha! i mean, when im single and looking, they keep saying that i shouldnt look, that i should wait instead.. now, they are saying this and that.. ahaha..
right now, i think that i would be happy being single for the rest of my life, cause i think that having a partner could be a hindrance to me instead of a blessing.. but, then again, im not exactly closing my doors, not exactly, but im not interested at least for this moment..
now, here are some of my newest deviations
red angel
piano in the dark
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blackmage9
backwindow
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crissey wants candiesok, now my song would be
How Can I Fall - Breathe
Give me time to care, the
moments here for us to share
Still my heart is not always there
What more can I say to you
Could I lie to you, I'm just too
weak to face the truth
Now I know I should make a move
What more can I say
How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons at all
When all faith is gone, I fight myself to carry on
Yet I know of the harm I do, what
more can I say to you
Now I hold this line, I know the
choice to leave is mine
I can't help what I feel inside
What more can I say
How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons at all
I'll follow through, I'll see I do
When the time is more right for you
I'll make that move, and when I do
Will I doubt again, the way I do
How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons at all
How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons
How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons
Just won't give me reasons
Just won't give me reasons at all
How can I fall, I fall, I fall
How can I fall for you
How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons
