ok now.. 2 blogs, in 2 days, its a bit difficult for me, though i have a lot to say, its just that, im already used to suppressing my feelings, its so sad.. so lets just talk about my somewhat obsession with anime and stuff, maybe it would get us somewhere.. as always, i have told you im an anime fanatic, and i really love it, i mean it! right now, what i have been watching these days was Jigoko Shoujo, im not shure with the spelling, but its Girl from Hell in its english version.. its kinda cruel, so i love it, it shows how life can be so unfair, you would have no choice but to sell your soul to the hell girl just to survive this day.. misery, thats what i might feel these days, but its not in the point of "pulling the string" to escape everything.. i know, there is still a tommorrow, but after talking to people yesterday, (btw, waaaay off topic, i just lurve how barbie almalbis competed yesterday in Game KNB, she is so cute) there, where were we? oh, the people i have talked to yesterday, i have a lot of realizations, and somehow, im just sad.. cause, even after all what they said, it just made things wrost for me.. i mean, i really dont know what to do now.. miserable.. i feel broken, not in a good way, in the wrost way, i think i just need somebody to be at my side now..
Paramore - Misery Business lyrics
I'm in the business of misery, let's take it from the top
She's got a body like an hourglass it's ticking like a clock
It's a matter of time before we all run out...
When I thought he was mine, she caught him by the mouth
I waited eight long months
She finally set him free
I told him I couldn't lie, he was the only one for me
Two weeks we had caught on fire
She's got it out for me, but I wear the biggest smile
Whoa... I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa... it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good
Second chances they don't never matter, people never change
Once a whore, you're nothing more, I'm sorry that'll never change
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged
I'm sorry honey, but I passed up, now look this way!
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who
They want it what they like, it's easy if you do it right
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!
Whoa... I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa... it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I want him right now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good...
I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving...
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now...
Whoa, I never meant brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa... it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good
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