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i hate it..

i have at least 2 blogs that i have not uploaded because i wasnt able to finish it and i didnt feel like continuing it anymore.. well, i would just like to tell you some things about these blogs, to give justice to their creative image that never took form..

"support updated" was a blog i made when i was on my way home, well, it has been a while since i have created a blog, so this blog was supposed to be something to update you guys, how i love online communities like right now, 360, mash and gaia.. and the people i meet in there and how much i lurve them to bits.. another thing that i was supposed to write there was just rants and other lame stuff i just want to vent out cause i dont have an outlet.. well the most important thing that i wrote there was i am somewhat happy even if "we" are not close, cause i know,"she" can still feel that i love "her", even after all that is happening.. wow, i really couldnt belive it at first, just as much as all the other people couldnt believe that i still do love "her", its funny..

"i hate goodbyes" was a blog i made when i was watching the movie "leroy and stitch". the begining part was sad for me, cause everybody is not exactly happy, or maybe some different opportunities lie outside their comfort zone.. would you let them go even if it would destroy your own world? you know you would miss them and the change is not exactly gonna make things better for them, but do you have the heart to hold them back from pursuing their dreams? haha, its really hilarious that i had these thoughts while watching a cartoon movie, a stitch movie to add to that, ahaha! well, i just hate goodbyes.. btw, i wasnt able to finish the movie, ahaha!

ok.. well, to tell you the truth, this is my 3rd try to create this blog.. i really dont know,its not that i dont have the time, its just somekind of writer's block or something, i just keep on staring at an empty screen..

now, what has happened to me? right now, im getting my groove back at work.. somehow, slowly but surely, my hopes are creeping back in me, i am just gonna need a ton of patience and a bit of magic and lots of loving.. well, its gonna be difficult getting the lots of love but i sure hope that i get it

JAMES BLUNT

"1973"

Simona
You're getting older
Your journey's been
Etched on your skin

Simona
Wish I had known that
We seemed so strong
Has been and gone

I will call you up everyday Saturday night
And we both stayed out 'til the morning light
And we sang, "Here we go again"
And though time goes by
I will always be
In a club with you
In 1973
Singing "Here we go again"

Simona
Wish I was sober
So I could see clearly now
The rain has gone

Simona
I guess it's over
My memory plays our tune
The same old song

I will call you up everyday Saturday night

And we both stayed out 'til the morning light
And we sang, "Here we go again"
And though time goes by
I will always be
In a club with you
In 1973
Singing "Here we go again"

I will call you up everyday Saturday night
And we both stayed out 'til the morning light
And we sang, "Here we go again"
And though time goes by
I will always be
In a club with you
In 1973
Singing "Here we go again"

I will call you up everyday Saturday night
And we both stayed out 'til the morning light
And we sang, "Here we go again"
And though time goes by
I will always be
In a club with you
In 1973
Singing "Here we go again"

And though time goes by
I will always be
In a club with you
In 1973