hmmmm.. its been another year.. have you ever had that feeling during the last day of the year that you didnt notice that its been another year already, but when you start to really think of it, a lot already happened during the year..
well.. to sum the year up, it started confusing, trying to fix what was left open or hangging last year, what am i exactly feeling, and would i be promoted, then it happened, i knew what i was feeling and i became a TQC.. ahaha.. both were a blessing and a curse.. i rode this scenarios plus a lot of team buildings and outings mostly in the first quarter of the year, 2nd quarter however might be a bit different, i became aloof and an emo again, then the isolation, wow, this is one of the changing moments of my year, when my seat was transfered to at first was the worst location for me, until i grew on to love it, then itbecame the best seat in the house.. i also got into gaia, and back in naruto-arena.. they were the ones who kept me company during the lazy nights at work.. finally, something happened during the 3rrd quarter that i didnt expect to happen, i stopped caring for somebody just because i got so mad and so down with somebody else and my life.. it was one of the lowest point in my life.. and when i think of it, it reminds me that i couldnt achieve anything.. i would be a normal person until i die..and that is just the most scariest thought that i could bear.. until rainbows shine during the last quarter of the year, there might still be hope..
2nd annual Year End Awards..
Life changing moment of the year:
meeting doms and his friend at the enterprise, then going home with a S3 is.. been shooting since then..
Saddest moment of the year:
not knowing what to do next, knowing that i am heading nowhere, and im just so low..
Online friend of the year:
whooo! i made another batch of good friends in gaia and in deviantart, kudos to the online society! its really great! well, im having a difficulty from choosing slumberdoll, chianne, or poppie/misa/ino.. but i guess, everything started with poppie/misa/ino, so "Sarah" (her real life name) takes the award this year!
Song that would translate my year:
oh, i loved "ingat ka" by silent sanctuary for the first half of the year, then the 2nd half, it was "typical" by mute math
New friend of the year:
josie hands down won this award, yeah, i made a lot of friends this year, but she became one of the closest, yay..
Unforgettable drinking experience of the year:
hmmmm.. maybe the team building of the guardians, wait, maybe the emyle team, ahaha..
Drink of the year:
its no ther that teh ABSINTHE..
Saying to live by i learned this year:
we need lots of normal people to make the special ones stand out..
PS2 game of the year:
i havent been playing PS for most of the year, so i would award the game of the year to a non PS2 game, its NA-tool, naruto-arena.com..
Most beautiful person inside out that i met this year:
well, angel is still the most beautiful person inside out that i know, but the award is for somebody who i just met this year, so i guess it goes to slumberdoll..
Unexpectedly good food of the year:
hmmmm.. i know i ate a lot this year, and my tummy cant lie, but im having difficulty what would be the unexpectedly good food for the year, maybe the tuna skyflakes..
Relaxing time of the year:
was it bohol trip or the gallera trip? no, it was my chicken pox vacation at home! yay!
If you could have changed one thing what would it be moment of the year:
i might have said a lot of things, may have done a lot to hurt others.. so if i could change it, then i would.. but really, i usually never regret things i do, i just face the consequences of my actions..
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