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I hate crying! I totally and utterly HATE it.
I feel so small when I do cry.
It's always over something stupid! Damn hormones.....I hate crying.
Now my sister is worried about me,so now I feel like crap.
I love my sister to much to put her under any stress.
It was just a song that did it...
I really should just....keep everything to myself.
I'm tired of being an inconveinece in
everyone's life. I need to stop it!
i'm to old to have people worrying and babying me....
For now on i'm going to change. I hate myself for making people
do some of the things they do.....it hurts so
bad to see someone sad,because I am too.
I made a promise that I wouldn't act supid...like I used to.
I have responsibilities now.....so I need to learn how to deal with them.
Just suck it up....
I've come this close to losing it all,all I need to do is
pretend it's still together until I can calm down.
 [affection.whore] · Sat Nov 25, 2006 @ 08:09pm · 1 Comments |
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