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I'm just a little upset.
I really don't know why.
It's just a few little things that are bothering me.
I'm having so many problems it's unbelivable.
I have a few unresolved Issues.
Issues:
1. I am mad at my dad (who died by the way)
2. I have to fake my emotions;I haven't had any real ones since March...
3.Everything is getting so hard in my life. Work,my family,my friends,my boyfriend.
4.I have random panic attacks....
5.Flashbacks that make me crazy....
6.My friend went to jail....
7.I can't talk to one of my friends,just because my boyfriend doesn't trust me...(he has no valid reason not to,but if he gave me one I would feel better)
I always have some type of thing wrong with me,ever since march.....
everything has fallen apart. I just feel so sad sometimes.(I have no reason not to)
I feel like everyone keeps abadoning me....I feel like i'm locked away in a trunk...
left to be forgotten. I feel so horribly lost. I've been having trouble stopping my panic attacks lately and it's getting harder for me to deal with all this pressure.....school,my niece and nephew,family,boyfriend,and learning not to be selfish...
It's all a big adjustment..and it's killing me.....
-/Christine/-
 [affection.whore] · Fri Aug 25, 2006 @ 11:42pm · 0 Comments |
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