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Feelings Toward Taylor:
If you don't trust me,then don't talk to me.
I won't be bothered if you don't. Okay maybe I will,but the way
you say that sort of pissed me off. In a sense...I understood,but when you said
that you couldn't fully trust me unless....that made me mad. It's not my fault! If you knew my family,you'd get it. I'm not mad just a tad bit annoyed. Maybe we are just ment to be this way. I need to get some rest.
I know by the morning....I won't feel like this.
I'm actually going to miss you,during your stay in Michigan. heart
I love our conversations and the way you make me laugh. I love it
when you say stuff or make fun of my phobia towards turtles...
I really am going to miss the hell out of you. <3

Feelings Toward Immaturity:

I just want to know why other girls find it nessasary to act
foolish over a guy.
I don't get why it's the girl's fault,if your boyfriend looks at her.
He was the one lookin not her.
I also don't care for people hitting me. I am
so sick of this stuff it's not funny.

My Family:

Stop being so mean to me and let me do something once in a while.
I know I seem like a total screw-up sometimes,but please just consider it.

Yuremi:

I am leaving,so it really doesn't matter anymore. Whatever happened happened.
For that I am sorry,but I don't belive my actions were wrong,so I am not apologizing for that.

Lying:

Don't do it. I will catch you eventually and please just be straight to the point and all will be fine.

Using lines:

Lines don't work on me,so please stop using them.

Cris:

I feel like he doesn't care,so I guess I won't either.

These are just what I am feeling.

I have always been weak in admitting things,but maybe I was mad during these moments.
I just can't bring myself to actually say it to people.
On top of this I feel like crap....
I miss my dad and I feel so lost right now....
I just don't understand what life is supposed to mean.
If it means all the stuff I am going through,then I don't wanna be here for it...
I'd rather just be in peace,then to always have this lost feeling
in the pit of my stomach.

-/Christine/-