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...my twisted thoughts...
never wanted my words read but cant make them private and have no other place for them,understand some dont see this so wont know,basicly what im saying is if want to look through my journal its fine,for dont mind anymore,im just sorry its awful..
pain
if you feel pain that means your alive...
guess that means i'm full of life...
since all i feel is pain these days...
surrounded by pain..
isolated pain..
eternal pain..
physical pain..
so much more pain...
hating life...but enjoying pain..
for my body doesn't seem to feel the physical pain anymore...
but the enternal pain still stings my soul...churring my insides up in flames...
my open wounds will never heal...just more wounds will be added on...
until the end...
the the torturous pain of Hell will chain me down there in its fiery dungeons for eternity...
an eternity of pain and suffering for me...
lived a life of pain...and then will live an afterlife of more terrible pain....
oh Hell i welcome you to tear me from limb to limb..over and over again...
beautiful flames will dance around my scar'd bloody body..for eternity...


writer's note:
um wrote this i think the day after "trapped" these were writting months ago just never got to get the chance to write them down...now can erase the evidence on my algebra note book cover...not like anyone would have noticed them... -_-






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Phantom Wolf of Darkness
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commentCommented on: Mon Apr 19, 2010 @ 02:38am
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commentCommented on: Mon Apr 19, 2010 @ 02:52am
thanks for saying that wanting to help but its impossible to help..just trust..it would be useless..a waste of your time..so you will have to take no as an aswer this time..
p.s. i said i didnt want anyone to read these words of mine..*sighs*



nightly_tears_of_sorrow
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