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...my twisted thoughts...
never wanted my words read but cant make them private and have no other place for them,understand some dont see this so wont know,basicly what im saying is if want to look through my journal its fine,for dont mind anymore,im just sorry its awful..
trapped...
walking along empty halls...
where is everyone..?
off being happy..joy of groups..togetherness...
no way to reach them..
for i stand infront of a chained door...with no key to open its chains...
surrounded by darkness and creatures from nightmares...
sitting against the chained door..wondering if this barrier will ever disappear...
im trapped inside a small boxed room...
no way out even with this door..
alone..no way to connect with the world's people...
trapped inside a dream...but the thing is i'm not asleep anymore...
the nightmares in my dreams are still there when my eyes open to a new day...
i'm walking through a living nightmare...
trapped inside myself..with no way to escape...
for have no way to fit in that world outside this chained door...
so here i lay leaning against this iron steel door....trapped inside this boxed room...
trapped in this darkness...trapped inside myself...inside my mind...
there is no escape for me...im trapped here for forever...
trapped inside a living nightmare....


writer's note:
wrote those a day after writing "sleep" at first they were separate writings then i had them as one..and then i made them two again...not sure if they should be separate or as one writing...idk...but yeah this is how i feel..trapped..no connection with the people in this world...i feel like im alone..and trapped inside my twisted nightmare...a living one...





 
 
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