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Deadpan's Thoughts
I write about my thoughts and experiences through the day.
MLK Day
Today was MLK day. The beginning of my day was OK. The day before I was kicked out my sleep in the middle of a lunchroom brawl. I was going to clock someone with the leg of a wooden chair but I stayed out of it ans thus forced from my own sleep. The next day I felt someone bump my head through my pillows from underneath my bed. I woke up in shock to know something actually touched me from under my bed and that it had enough force to actually go through 3 pillows. I told my mom and she said it was God telling me to wake up,but, doesn't he speak to you or tap you or something? I have a feeling it wasn't God even if it was Sunday.-sorry- So, I only had 4 hours of sleep and I was fine. Ok, so, back to today. I played Spyro 3 for about 5 hours and made some really good progress. No game has made me search so hard for some gems. You REALLY have to pay attention and all the times I had my brother go on the internet to look for how to reach certain areas I had stumbled upon them by complete accident. I'm getting better and the game isn't bumming me out as it used to. Hmm, I found someone who will FINALLY teach me some Norwegian through Skype, so I'm ready for that. I need to learn some new words and how to put sentences together so badly. I've slacked off so much the last couple of days/week. I'm still going strong with my change and I'm only going to improve from here. I have my faults as any other man does but I will not make excuses for my short-comings and will only produce results. I'm continually fighting negativity and "emo episodes" at night since that is when I am most prone. I won't be dragged down anymore.





 
 
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