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~*So close.
Alright me and Tanner have been keeping in touch for a while. And i felt that we've gotten close. After that 2 hour conversation on the phone we talked about random junk. We talked about our summer, who we missed, and Kayli. He seriously opened a side of himself i've never really talked to.
'Kayli was such a b***h..'
Well. . . der. but you liked her didn't you?
'When you say you like them, they open a side that they never did before. she was pretty stupid. . . she didn't want to work.'
A house wife?
'Yep. She'll just be working harder though.'
He started to talk more about things i never knew about. He even picked a topic i never really wanted to talk about. Not with anyone at my school because i don't want to feel so sad about it. Leaving the school when i'm off to highschool.
'Why don't you just come to our school?'
Convince me to stay.
I wanted him to convince me. Make me feel happy. He said he would miss me and my craziness. Not what i was looking for. . . but close enough.
I also got in a habit of texting him alot as well. i'm using other people's texting limits! I feel so bad about that, but i just want to talk to him get into his head just deeper. We just got into alot of deep conversations, it's even comfortable to ask about, 'how does love click to you?' kind of crap. We want to hang out so much. He's been asking me, but i told him i'm always busy. i would tell him to come with me to watch a movie with me and trev -Sammi my bodyguard also but she's secret-. It would be fun if he was there, and the thought of sitting with him.
<Please wait while Arriya has a girly moment>
KYA~! He's just soo shy and stuff, i just want to know his expressions when i say something daring!! He even wanted to dance with me, when i said i felt like dancing!! ohmigawd i love this boy!
<End of moment>
So erm. . . yea. He tells me all these girls that like him and how he dislikes them. i wounder why doesn't he ever ask me if i like him? If he did i would say yes. Without hesitation, but i would make it sexy as possible! -laughs-.
But i think he already knows. . . it's just probably very uncomfortable for him to ask? It's not like in Japanese tradition when u like write them a love note and talk to them in an empty class room and everything goes alright. NO American love is 'oh so dramatic' and crap. it's not easy and it's annoying.
I couldn't love a guy smarter then me but only an idiot. . .
'Just a silly girl who fell in love with a stupid boy.'
 NinteyDegrees_South · Tue Jul 08, 2008 @ 07:55am · 1 Comments |
