~*Count.
Adding up the days of 2 and a half months. It comes to exactly 64 days since i've stopped talking to Tanner Bodine.
64 days of forgetting my summer plans. But 64 days to ease myself and finally understand what is better for me. And i've dealt with 0 drama, and i've never felt better. I feel witty.
The only guys i think about is Nichkhun and David Schuster.. both totally out of my age and reach. Gaaah. Freshmen year is coming to an end. With only 6 days of school left, I will finally no longer become fresh meat and now into a sophmore. Despite it all, highschool wasn't that fun. The same thing over and over again. During summer, I have a list to complete. And i'm not even half-way done with it. I need to reconnect with several at nchs.
As much as I don't think - I am different. And as corny as our yearbook told us about that, I couldn't have agreed better. It's frightening, really.
I'm counting down the days.
NinteyDegrees_South · Tue Jun 15, 2010 @ 05:42am · 0 Comments |