~*Love-Text
Yesterday July 4, 2008 at 11:30 p.m. Tanner texted me. I just came back from a party at Mikes house. Let's say i was a pyromaniac and sammi was a newb at fireworks. I was surprised to hear that it was her first time, or year doing fireworks on the 4th of july. Every time she got a big box of fireworks and tried to start it up, i was always scared she might blow herself up. I burned my fingers, i was obsessed with firecrackers, and i lit something up and it flew under the dock. I almost killed someone. But when i got home Tanner texted me: 'ARRIYA!' I was woundering what was so exciting. So i texted back: What! Tanner texted me fast. Surely i'm not surprised, he was probably ready while i slowly looked for each letter. 'I LOVE YOU!!' Geez, what was the big deal? Is he high or something? Tanner doesn't say he loves me, not me personally. He usually would say that when i'm with someone else. So he'll say he loves the other person also. I LOVE YOU TOO! I replied happily. I thought that was the end of our texting because this costs me money. Well, my parents money. 'Haha oh ya and i broke up with kayli a while ago.' Didn't Kayli break up with you? I thought. Thats what Ariana said. But he said it so smoothly. Did he want me to say something so gushy or comfort him? I wasn't gonna say, 'good for you,' or 'now you can be free and talk to anyone,' crap. Ya i know, everyone told me that. I sent the text. Not a great answer, but just at the top of my head. 'lol, so ya. What are you doing?' Poor guy, he must be bored. Just laying down. I burned my finger. IT was the truth. I was just lieing down on my bed with the cellphone at my side. I was thinking i should change because i was wearing clothes over my Red Bikini (I wanted to get you guys thinking). My finger was ok. I just poked it with a 'punk.' 'With a firework?' He is an idiot. So i just told him yes, because i almost did when i lit one up. And as it goes we're just texting, he askes the questions, i answer them. Then i said: Summer is boring this year. 'Mine was ok, why is your's so boring? I sighed. His has to be fun because he is able to easily hang out with the kids at school. I missed my chance at the movies. I wanted to say, because i miss him, alot. Then i don't think it would be so good. That would be to gushy. Because i miss the idiots at school. I missed them all to much. It was true. I missed David, Kenny, Taylor and Tanner mostly. I'm not sure how i'm going to survive when i go to highschool. Without Tanner. 'Ha ya me to, i miss you to.' I should've just said i missed him. But i guess he knew how i refered to 'idiots.' Should i be dazzled right now? I texted back. He'll probably wouldn't get what i ment. He's an idiot. I just hoped he gave me an answer, like 'Yes, you should.' That would be to good to be true. 'lol about what' I knew it. To good to be true. About missing me. 'Idk. . . is it? Let's just say anything Tanner said to Kayli she never said anything sweet, or flattering at all. While i probably noticed something, and questioned it. Tanner surely didn't know what to do. I texted him that next time to call me because i was burning a hole in my parents wallet. When I looked at the time it was 12:30 a.m. So i thought he would go to bed. I turned of my phone and changed. My mom knocked at my door. 'Who was texting you?' Tanner. She smiled. OHMYGAWD. When my mom was drunk last time she gabbled on about Tanner and how he was my boyfriend and how cute we were. I had to explain to the other drunk adults that surely wasn't true. 'You guys should start going out. Maybe when you go to highschool, you can ask him to the prom.' I think he has to be in the same highschool to be at the prom. But its the same district. . so i don't know. She told me goodnight, and i jumped on my bed. I only dreamt that Tanner would ask me to the prom.
NinteyDegrees_South · Sat Jul 05, 2008 @ 09:32pm · 1 Comments |