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kakashi~that kid...now i fully understand what the hell iruka and aniki went through...
he sighed then looked at ann on the bed. she stirred a little then opened her eyes. she looked around then glared at him
ann~b*****d...you b*****d...this is all yuor fault...if i had...had never met you...or even be on your stupid team...all this would have never happened!
kakashi~i see you're angry at me...i was only gonna stay till you were up anyway...
he got up and began leaving. ann had tears running from her eyes now
ann~see a nurse...tell her or him whatever...that i don't want visitors...and if they have anything i don't want it...
kakashi~i will ann...i will...
ann~kakashi
kakashi stopped and looked over his shoulder
ann~i regret nothing...nothing but befriending all of you...
he took a breath in before walking out. once out the door a nurse passed by, he stopped her
nurse~yes?
kakashi~ann...ann says that if she has any visitors, she doesn't want them. even if they have a gift for her
nurse~alright...i'll make note of that. thank you
kakashi~please...and make sure you take good care of her...
nurse~we will
kakashi~thank you...
he bowed then left
kakashi~she hates us all now...resents everything that has ever happened...i shouldn't have left her alone when she already felt that way...i'm so stupid i can't even do that right...
he sighed and headed for iruka's appartment

ann~it's all his fault...everything is his fault...kakashi i'll kill yuo if i don't kill myself first...
she glared at the door for a few more minutes before looking out the window. she saw kakashi leaving. he stopped for a moment, looked up at the building then disappeared
ann~b*****d...i'll kill yuo...

when kakashi got to iruka's he knocked before entering. he didn't see iruka so he headed for his bedroom. he found him on the bed just staring at the ceiling
kakashi~ruka...
iruka~hm? hey kakashi. come here, something's bothering us both
as iruka sat up kakashi came over
iruka~how was ann? you said that you were gonna be there till she wakes
kakashi~she's...i guess fine...
iruka~but?
kakashi~she hates me...she hates everyone...everything...
iruka~but she's always-
kakashi~she really means it iruka...there was so much hate in her eyes and voice...
he wiped his eye. iruka wrapped his arms around him and rubbed his back
iruka~come on kakashi...suck it up...that's expected, you were like that...please kakashi you know that she needs time...in alot of ways she is like you
kakashi~i know..i know. but i also think that she's worse than me...she said that she regrets nothing but making friends with us...
iruka held him tighter
iruka~she's just blinded by her pain...she doesn't mean it...kakashi don't believe what she says you know she's going through alot
kakashi~i-i know...but...iruka she stabbed herself last night
iruka held him even tighter
iruka~no more kakashi...enough...keep yourself together please kakashi i'm begging you...we can only take so much...
kakashi~i'm sorry iruka...she said that everything was my fault...i feel i should tell some one to alteast ease the guilt...
iruka~but it never was your fault...and don't try finding out whose it is...no more kakashi...just no more...
kakashi~can i stay? for a few days?
iruka~of course you can...it's not a problem...stay as long as yuo want kakashi...
kakashi~thanks iruka...
iruka~it's nothing...now for some sleep...
he removed kakashi's head band, dropped it on the floor then laid down with kakashi, his arms still around him
iruka~just get some rest...you can always ask the nurses how's she doing...
kakashi~y-you're right...i'll ask how's she is...after dinner later...
iruka~alright kakashi...it's not a problem...