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later that morning while iruka and naruto were eating, ann started to stir around
ann~rrrmmm...za-zabu-za...
kakashi~shhh...it's alright ann...
he helped her up
ann~where? where is he...
kakashi~please ann...just...not right now...
ann~sensei....
kakashi quietly~i know you don't like the truth ann but they really are...and there really isn't anything i can do about it...i'm sorry
she wiped her eyes then wrapped her arms around him. he didn't move for a moment then did the same
kakashi~still hurting huh?
ann~yes...and...i feel...lost...terrified...hollow even...
tears started to run down her face
kakashi~i know...we can talk later...want breakfast?
she shook her head and he nodded
kakashi~we can go out for a while...i haven't yet...
she nodded but held still onto him
naruto~iruka sen-
iruka~not now naruto...you should know why she's like this, yuo saw what kakashi and ann saw...you were beside him when they died...
naruto~*nods*she's crying...i don't need super hearing to know...might even be hurting...
kakashi~iruka we'll be going out for while...i'll come back later to check on you
iruka~nah...i'll come to yuo. go ahead
kakashi~come on ann...i'll carry you?
she wiped her eyes and held onto him getting up
ann~i can walk....
the two walked out of iruka's appartment
naruto~iruka sensei...
iruka~ann's going through something a lot like kakashi few years back...just leave her alone and leave this to kakashi
naruto~alright iruka sensei...if you say so...

ann~where're we going...
kakashi~a place why i'm always late...
they soon arived at the memorial site
kakashi~even though i come early...i still beat myself up because of who has died...look...
he showed her an engraved name
ann~obito...uchiha...uchiha?
kakashi~why else would i have the sharingan? he died on a mission to the rock country...saved my a** from a falling rock...before that i saved his from a kunai, that's how i got the scar...
ann~is it...only for this village?
kakashi~honestly i don't really know...it's just...mainly obito why i come here...you can look though...there's no rule why you can't
ann stepped from his side and looked around the momuement till something caught her eye. she crouched down before it and noticed the bandage on her leg
ann~how'd...my leg...
kakashi~oh...arm...
she looked at her arm then wiped her eyes before looking at the engraving
ann~zabuza momochi adn haku...in memory for annaliesalayoshi...how'd they get a hold of my full name?
kakashi~things get around quickly...remember that one thing about him having a niece? how long have you been here when you heard that?
ann~a-a few months...
kakashi~you see?
she shook her head and went back to him. he picked her up
kakashi~do you...really feel lost?
ann~i do...i really don't know what i'll do now...i knew zabuza was alive...so i didn't care what happened...but now..i just...don't know what i should do now...
she started to shake from holding her tears
kakashi~don't try holding it ann...just let it out and you'll feel better if only slightly...
she buried her face to his neck but didn't cry just yet
ann~but...what'll i do...i'm lost in the world...no family that's alive...i just...
kakashi~i've been where you are now ann...and i was hoping you didn't do something stupid this soon...it was years before i did that...
she shook even more trying to hold it in
kakashi~i'm telling you ann, just cry. it's just us
ann~no...i won't...i'm not gonna...i've cried too much already...
kakashi~no you haven't ann...if anything it's me...i've lost my mother when i was four. few years after that my father committed suiced. when i was thirteen obito died. when i was around fifteen was when i tried to hang myself. in october that same year was when the fourth died. i don't remember quite well what happened to rin, my other comrad...then seven years ago you know that i tried killing myself again
she burried her face more to his neck and started to cry
ann~y-you may have it h-hard...b-but i'm the one th-that had to travel from the mist to here...keep a low profile on the water jutsus...you don't know what i have to go through!
she pushed away from him and tried to run, but just collapsed after the second step
kakashi~ann...if you'll be good, i'll take you home and only come by for lunch...i don't want yuo hurting youself anymore than you are now...
she rolled on her back and looked at him from the corner of her eyes. he went over and picked her up
ann~stay...please...don't go...
kakashi~if you want me, i will...deaths are hard to accept i'll admit that...
she clutched onto his shirt as he carried her home
ann~sensei...i'm sorry...
kakashi~about what? it should be me. i shouldn't have told you what i had gone through...
she looked away from him and down on the street, to find that none of the people are paying attention to them as kakashi jumped from roof to roof