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in the morning kakashi was up already. he checked on ann's pulse before going to iruka's bedroom. he saw naruto sleeping on his stomach
kakashi~naruto...whatever...get him back later...iruka...iruka
iruka wrapped his arms around naruto and rolled over. kakashi grumbled and shook iruka's shoulder
kakashi~iruka...iruka wake up
iruka~huh? not now kashi...too early...
kakashi~iruka
iruka~yeah?
he rolled over to face kakashi
kakashi~what do you want for breakfast? i'll be going out and i don't want you to worry about ann while cooking...
iruka~oh....ramen...ramen is fine...naruto will be looking for osme
kakashi nodded and gave iruka a kiss on the forehead
iruka~where...where will you be going?
kakashi~monuement...i don't know what to do with her...
iruka~just don't do anything...like what she did kashi...
kakashi~i won't...now go back to sleep...
iruka yawned and rolled back over wrapping his arms around naruto. kakashi left the bedroom to the kitchen and started breakfast

after making breakfast kakashi found ann trying to sit up
kakashi~ann stay down...you should rest more
she shook her head
kakashi~come on ann, don't push yourself. you shouldn't be up anyways, now rest
she shook her head again. after she finally sat up, she tried to get up next
kakashi~no ann.don't just lie down
she shook her head once again
kakashi~why isn't she saying anything? doesn't want to yell or-she's holding her tears...
as soon as she was on her feet she collapsed. kakashi walked over to her and wrapped his arms around her
kakashi~will you stay on the cot if i stay? i don't want you pushing yourself and getting hurt even more...
she nodded and and buried her face to his neck
kakashi~come on ann...cry, it's ok. iruka's asleep
ann very quietly~no...
kakashi~why not? you're holding it in again
ann~too old...
kakashi~no one's too old to cry...i'll be twenty seven this year and i still cry
ann~liar....
kakashi~that's because you didn't see me...last night i cried myself to sleep
ann~no you didn't...
kakashi~i did ann...i was scared of what you might get yourself into...i was scared that you might try to do something like i did...i'm tell you ann killing yourself isn't worth it...you'll just regret ever doing that and i still do. i put both iruka and aniki through hell when i did...
ann~then why? why did you still do it?
kakashi~i envied them...the first time i did it i envied them because they both had someone to look after themselves...i had no one...my father killed himself...then my friend died...and so did the other...i held onto it for several years blaming it on myself. that day, i cracked and couldn't take it anymore so that's why
ann~why again? five years after?
kakashi~i remembered...it just brought back a lot and a few hours before iruka came to check on me...i tried to bleed myself...i felt alone and hollow...but iruka stayed with me and didn't hate me for what i did...he tried to help me get through...and that's what all i want to do for you ann...
ann~you don't...you don't really want to...
kakashi~don't kid youself ann.deny all you want but it's true...there are other people who cares for you...
he held her closer
ann~but why?
kakashi~you've grown on them. like yuo did with me. you already know what i have to cover so all i can do is train and watch over yuo like a gardian...but i do it from a distance most of the times
ann~why me?
kakashi~enough questions ann...now rest
he picked her up and laid her back on the cot
kakashi~if you have to cry. i'll be right here
she lowered her hand and held his.kakashi brought it up and kept her hand in his on the cot
kakashi~it's alright ann...it's alright...after coping with the pain, it'll soon subside so you won't notice it there
ann~when will it go?
kakashi~when you're ready for it to go...
she clutched his hand as a few tears ran down her face
kakashi~that's it ann...cry yourself to sleep...we don't need anymore incidents from you...