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I've Fallen Deep Into The Duldrums.
Like I've Taken A Plane Into 'Mad World'.
Everything Repeating Itself.
I've Been Reading The Same Things Over And Over Again.
Listening To A Single Song On Repeat.
Eating The Same Meals Each Day.
Spending My Time The Same Way Without Any Benefit.

I've Been Laying In Bed For About The Past Three Hours.
There's Nothing To Do, And It Isn't Worth The Effort To Get Up,
And Do The Same Things I Have Done Yesterday, And The Day Before Then.

I've Been Laying There, Planning Out Yet Another Fan Fiction.
I Also Got A Few Ideas Good Enough For My Story-NotesThat I've Updated Again.
I Want To Write About Schrodinger.
He's Such A Neat Little Guy.
But I'm Too Lazy And Unenthusiastic To Climb Up The Stairs Again,
Waltz Into My Room, Grab My Pen, And Sit Down, To Think.
I Just Don't Want To Do Anything,
Because Nothing Seems To Interest Me.

I Guess I'll Clean My Room, Again.
And Make My Bed, Again, Only To Have Sadie Mess It Up, Again.
Again, Again, Again.
Repeating.
Everything Is So Stale Today.

I Looked Up At The Sky, This Morning.
I Was Standing Barefoot, Outside, In About 20 Degree Weather.
I Smiled, And Thought 'It's Going To Rain Today.'
But It Hasn't.
I'm Starting To Doubt It Will.

I'm Just Bored.
Teen-Apathy Has Done It's Work, Again.

I Guess I'm Going To Go Lay Back Down...
Spend My Day Just Like I Did Yesterday.