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Today Was Strange.
I Can't Really Discribe It,
I Think To make Sense Of It, Someone Would Have To Live In My Shoes.
Like, It Was Missing Something. This That Or The Other,
Either Way, I'll Write It Here.

So, Last Night, I Made My Bed, Then Slept, For The Third Time That Day.
I've Been Really Depressed, And Sleepy Lately.
I Don't Know Why.
Maybe I'm Getting Sick Again?

Either Way, I Was Exhausted, And Half Awake, But I Layed There, And Thought Of The Sweet Parts To Put Into My Story. I Don't Know Why, But I Think Of The Sweetest Things While Half-Awake, It's Kind Of Funny.
Either Way, I Layed There, In Peaceful Half-Slumber, And The Lights Come On.
I Figured It Didn't Matter, And I'd Be Asleep Soon Anyways.
Then I Realised It Was A School Day, And My Heart Just Sank.

So, I Kind Of Quickly Got Prepared,
And Then, Throughout My Entire Day,
I Was Exhausted, Like The Only Thing That Mattered Was To Be Back In Bed, Dreaming Up Romance For Stories.
Even As I Write This, I'm Just Listening To Counting Crows, And Looking At This Screen With Half Closed Eyes.
I Really Just Don't Want To Move, I'm Just So Exhausted.

So, Today When I Got Home, I Was Skimming Through Centigrade-J's Translated Dir en Grey Lyrics, Which Are Disgusting, And Disturbing; But I Weird Myself Out, And Read Them Anyways...
Either Way, I Was Reading 'Merciless Cult', Which Is Actually A Song I Used To Listen To When I Was Upset.
I Remember I Got Into A Fight With My Parents, And I Sat In The Corner Where No One Could See Me Behind A Desk, And Put It On.
I Digress...
A Line Of This Song Caught My Eye,
And I Teared Up And Smiled.
The Line Was:

'Please, Love Me, And Bring Meaning To This Day...'

And It Made Me Think Of Cherry And Haru.
They've Been Gone All Day,
And I've Been Missing Them Very Very Much.
Their Company Makes My Day Happy.
Their Company Brings A Little Meaning To My Day.
The Simplicity Of It All Made Me Feel Like I Knew Why I Was So Worn Out,
And It Made Me Just Feel So Thankful That I Have Such Friends.
I Don't Know.
Maybe It Was A Carefully Placed Coincedance Placed Among Lyrics That Make Me Shudder.

But It Caught My Eye, And Made Me Think Of My Friends.

So I'd Just Like To Say, To You Guys,
I Love You, And I Hope My Words Bring Just A Little More Happiness To You Days.
I Hope I'm Good Enough For People Like You, Who Are So Special To Me That A Few Words Could Move Me Like This.
I Always Feel Like I Fall Short To How Amazing You People Are,
But I Hope A Little Short Is Good Enough For You.

A Little more on Dir en Grey; I Just Downloaded Their 'Hydra [BUZZOUT Mix]'.
It's A Remix By Someone Named Munenori.
It's Actually Not That Great. I Imagined It Much Different, But It's Okay.
I Think It's Decent, But Just Short Of The Original.

But, I Have To Sleep Now.
Several Times Now I've Paused To Yawn As I've Typed This.
Forgive Me...

I End This Entry With A Little Bit Of Advice:

Friendships Are A Lot Like Porcelain. Beautiful, And Cherished.
But Also Fragile, Hard To Fix, And Impossible To Replace.

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