Don't you hate it when you want to tell him/her how you really feel
, but you can't so you sit there and wait for them to admit it to you how you think they feel?
Then eventually they never tell you. So all time is lost and they have found someone else and there you are sitting alone, still waiting for that moment , hoping it still will come true. All you do when you think of them is love and longing for them to return the same feeling back to you. When you see couples go by or watch movies with lovers you are envious and wish it was you and him/her You look down hands over your face and cry only to make things feel better. Trying so hard to blur the pain. All you want is them to do is love you back the way you hope they will.
Don't you hate it when something doesn't go your way. When someone tells you they love you but it doesn't last. They cheat on you or leave you then act like it wasn't wrong? Then you have to hide the fact you were never hurt even though you die inside. Seeing that person with another brings you pain. You were in denial and thought it would last forever as a fantasy. It seemed like everything was going to last until the end of time. You feel invincible and always happy. Then everything comes crashing down and you realize you have forgotten who you truly are. That person was me.
Don't forget who you are.
~Cayla
 Fox Angel Of Darkness · Tue Sep 21, 2010 @ 01:29am · 0 Comments |
