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I'm learning more about Valerie ever day and I really enjoy it. She has a lot of things to say and has experienced more life than I have in less years then I have... She is really special and I don't know how the world doesn't know that yet. Every day that goes by I am satisfied with the connection we have. The only fear I have is of me loosing things to say or ways to make her laugh. I always end up being so comfortable around someone that I feel confident in them and I provide a sort of secluded faith that not many understand.

One thing I really don't want to do is hurt her or ever say something stupid. She doesn't deserve it. She is a great friend.
My mind is demonic and dark. Filled with experiences of hate and lust for blood. I can't forget them and I can't stop them from tormenting me wherever I go... I just hope she can understand and even if I don't have anything to say I will still be her best friend. heart

"Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over"

I have no idea where I am going with this but just know Valerie that I will always respect you and never hurt you. There is so much more to be said and I'm sorry I can't find the words right now. Past failures have drained me too much. I view the glass have empty...

I am kinda empty but I'm glad you understand what I need. heart heart heart