~*Working her way up the list.
I did it. I've fit in, it took that long, hm? I just had to be with one person and get to know the others. Tanner you know him, We're actually having conversations. David and me, we are ok i guess. I can't really hang out with him. It comes to the point that i am so noticed, is Girlfriend will like get jealous of me. -she saw the love note me and david did- Then there is Kris, we're really good friends. So good friends, we shared the same candy xD *lollipop.* I have cute pictures of Tanner and Edward sleeping on the bus! Now since i'm working my way up the list. I'm goign to still hang with the people i always did since the beginning of the year. I'm going to sit at the same table. Besides Kris and Tanner sit with me at lunch. I'm part of the gossip. My name is just in it. . . i did nothing wrong? Is it jsut because they both have Girlfriends, and they think i'm some man-eater? Kris loves Lizzy way to much, and i like the together. They act like they're married because Lizzy nags at him for everything. But he's happy. But Tanner just broke up with Christi for reasons. Now he's with Kayli again. i'm not happy, neither is Ariana. i don't want to get in the way, but Tanner never notices that Kayli uses him to get her popularity again. -sigh- He sent me a voicemail i guess he called me late. . . but he said, "We need to talk," He sounded to. . . sad? Angry? Not himself? We never even started to wtf? Did i do something wrong, no. I just acted like a stupid girl to make him happy. I do feel like a stupid girl though. I can't change that right now, but just focus on my work. But anyways i'm just not looking forward to the phone call from Tanner. . . and hoepfully school just works out all just fine.
NinteyDegrees_South · Sat May 10, 2008 @ 09:09pm · 0 Comments |