so.. how have you been.. well for me, im so miserable right now.. but im coping up, bit by bit each day.. here are what has been happening as of the crazy weekend..
BEER
hmmm.. first of all, i would like to thank josie for being there for me when i really need somebody to drink with.. ehehe.. i hope her problems would come to an end already.. i really admire her being strong and maintaining a positive outlook in life.. i know everything would turn out fine, that is what i always pray.. here is my song for you.. and for you who doesnt understand what the song means and is curious about its meaning, this song is about being somebody who would try to lift up a friend who is really down because of problems, thus becoming her "elesi"
Rivermaya- Elesi
'pag automatic na ang luha
tuwing naghahating-gabi
'pag imposibleng napatawa
at 'di na madapuan ng ngiti
~ kumapit ka kaya
sa akin nang ikaw ay
maitangay sa kalayaan ng ligaya
tayo na, tayo na
ika'y magtiwala sapagka't
ngayong gabi ako ang
mahiwagang elesi
'pag komplikado ang problema
parang relong made in japan
at para ding sandwich na
nasa lunchbox mong nawawala
nabubulok na sa isipan
minsan ako'y nangailangan
dalian kang lumapit sa akin
ibinulong mo kaibigan
"ako ang iyong liwanag sa dilim"
VODKA
next would be vodka, the one that me and samboy drank.. i really feel that i need a drink, i need a break, i need to be wasted to forget everything.. i just wish that i would be ok too.. that everything would turn out fine for me too.. im not alcoholic, as i explained before, i know it does not help at all.. next song would be about regreting something that after you have done a lot of things, you still end up with nothing.. not even given a chance to be able to tell what you truly feel..
Maryzark - Kai
Unti-unting gumagalaw
Kanyang matang nakatanaw
Sa'yong ngiting walang saya
Nagtatanong, nagtataka
Bakit ba ganito?
Tinapos sa gulo?
Wala na rin bang halaga
Ang yakap at halik niya
Dati'y hinahanap pa
Ngayo'y tinataguan na
Bakit ba ganito?
Tinapos sa gulo?
Mahalin mo na lang kahit kunwari
Dalangin nyang nakatingin sa langit
Naubos na ang sandali ng buhay niyang kasing gulo
Ng 'sang pelikulang wala namang istorya
Natapos ng ikaw na lang ang bida
'di man lang nasabi na
Mahal na mahal mo sya
Ang hawak mong kasing lamig
Ng huling halik sa kanyang bibig
Bakit ba umiwas pa
Sa huling tanong na meron sya
Unti-unting nalilito
Naiinis sa kwento mo
Daig nyo pa ang tv ko
Naubos na ang luha nya
Pikit na ang kanyang mata
Kanina'y nakatitig pa
Sa larawan mo na yakap nya
Mahal na mahal mo sya
Mahal na mahal mo sya
SUZUKA
i really like this anime, i already mentioned this before.. i have watched it again, and it still fun to watch.. its about this guy who is always having difficulty in trying to figure out what the girl he loves truly feels.. and yet he still holds on, keeps on fighting because he knows that it is the only thing that he would like to do.. but my life aint like that anime.. i must stop this nonsense now.. and i know that it would be hard, but i must do it.. i would be focusing on something, someone, anything else so that things would be less difficult.. this song is about accepting the end even if you know you will be empty..
Spongecola - Gunita
Patuloy na pumapatak
ang bawat sandaling natitira
habang ika’y kapiing kosiguro nga’y maraming dahilan
kang mabibigay ngunit
ako ay may isang tanong…hindi ka ba magtatagal?
pagtigil mo’y dalangin na
aking inaasam
siguo nga’y paalam na
subalit may iiwan kang puwangKung kaya kong pigilan lang
ang oras sa kanyang pintig
asahan mong ako’y di hihinto…Ako’y isang manhid
na di makikinig
sa bawat sasabihin ng mundo
ako’y isang manhid
na ‘di makikinig
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