• i messed up big time,do you hate me now?,you tell me no but my heart tells me yes,what do you do when the one you love the most dont even know you alive,it herts when we fight i mess up in a big way and i gotta make up with you in a bigger way,nothing is the same with out you,its really not,i can barly sleep at night im up thinkin about how much you must hate me you keep tellin me you dont but poeple are tellin me just forget bout it i keep sayin i cant he means the world to me and you do,i dont know if anything will ever be the same i messed up big time and i just wanna say............ im sorry