• Forever I am in this eternal cascade of darkness,
    Of horror and apprehension...
    I don’t even recognize what’s real…
    And I can’t suffer a thing...

    This darkness which consumes my soul is controlling,
    I remember feeling like this before,
    So self-doubting and so frightened…

    Will my scars ever fully mend?
    All I know is that I am trapt.
    Eternally trapt.
    Can you even hear me calling for you?
    Do you hear me scream out your name into the darkness?

    I suppose I’m suffocating,
    But I can’t be sure,
    And this sensation from my chest,
    Am I bleeding?
    Will I ever be free…?
    Falling deeper and deeper into this pit of Despair…

    Will I ever be free?
    No…
    Not without you here beside me,
    Not if you cannot hear my screams,
    Not if you cannot sense my pain and run to my side,
    Without you I am this obscurity, this darkness,
    I am this pit of despair of horror and apprehension,
    I am this feeling of self-doubt and fright,

    I lay me down to slumber,
    Darkness,
    But your reflection gives my dream world luminosity never before revealed,
    You, my dreamer, my sonador,
    My heart.
    Only with you am I free…



    maybe one day ill be free again...with him...