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I Am Tired Of Me.
Seriously.
I Don't Quite Understand Why,
But That Crossed My Mind.

I'm Changing My Avatar Around,
I Look Terrible, But It'll Mellow Out When
I Buy My Jacket Tomarrow.

I Realised It's Been A Good Week Or So Since I've
Written Anything In My Story-Notebook.
It's just Been Sitting On The Desk For Awhile.
I Tried To Write Soemthing, But Then I Remembered
How Una Dispised The Title Of 'Artist' Because Of The Vanity
Associated With 'Artists', And Then I Realised How Vain My Writing
Truly Sounded, And I Threw It Away.

It Was Kind Of About Me I Guess.
I Have been Thinking Of Story Ideas For A Long Time,
And Just Writing The Ideas Down, And Then I Pictured
A Poem About An Artist Who Draws Characters And Writes Stories
And Becomes The Maker Of A Whole New World.
I'm So Boring; Writing About Garbage I Threw Away...

I Don't Like My Profile.
The Next Few Weeks I'm Just Going To Change my Avatar Again,
And See How Things More From There.



So, I'm Kind Of Happy Today.
I Found Out One Of The Artists I've Admired Through Deviant-Art Is On Gaia,
I Dropped Them A Comment, But Seeing As There Are Plenty Of Other People
Who Have Pretty Much Found Themselves In My Situation, It's Not Likely That I'm Getting A Reply...
I'm Tired Of Music In Japanese.
I've Been In This Huge J-Rock Phase, But I Just Want To Listen To Some Mellow Stuff For The Moment.
Relax.
Catch Up With Stuff I Haven't Done.
Draw.
I Don't Know...

You Know What?
After Writing, I Think I Want To Finish Up Buying Gifts For Friends.
I Still Need One For Haru, Ashurii, And GE.

I Forgot To Do My Laundry Today. It's Going To Be Wet Tomarrow,
And Then It Won't Dry Quick Enough For The Morning.
I Find Myself In This Situation A Lot.
I Need To Pick A More Convieniant Time To Wash Clothes.
Plus, I Have To Fold Everyone Elses Laundry When I Do Mine,
Because If I Don't People Get Into Hissyfits...

I Got An Idea To Change One Of My Characters Entirely.
From A Spook, Into A Quiet Person.
From A Necromancer Into A Magician Of Sorts.
From A Victim Of Tragedy Into A Lover.
I Think I'll Take My Chances...

I'm Tired, But Overall,
I'm Happy Today,
And It Seems Like Many Of My Friends
Have Looked Forward Today, And
Are As Happy As I Am.
Or, Perhaps, I Am As Happy
As Them For A Change...
My Friends Are Great, I Don't Deserve Them.
I Thank Them For Everything They've Shared With Me
And For All They've Enlightened Me To.

*Notes To Self*

We'll be half way to anywhere
Where love is more than just your name

'I have dreamt of a place for you and I
No one knows who we are there
All I want is to give my life only to you
I've dreamt so long, I cannot dream anymore
Let's run away, I'll take you there.'

Lluvia