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Ugh, I hate it when I can't sleep, or at least rest. Usually I'll lay awake for a while, but I float in and out of conciousness, so I'm usually getting some rest. Tonight I just can't lay still... so I'm back online. I may have school tomorrow... That'll suck. I hope it ices over like a ******** tonight so school is canceled.

I hate all the counciling s**t. I don't have a ******** problem. I don't need help. I don't need to talk about it. I don't need to be in a group. Go the ******** away and leave me the ******** alone. I'm sick and tired of trying to explain myself to a bunch of old shrivs when the answer is clear. I don't know how much clearer I can make it, but I'll give it a shot.

You ready for this? It'll really blow you away.

I DON'T ******** CARE

There, it's that easy. I really don't care about much. When I choose not to do something, like my school work, it's because I just don't really give a s**t. I don't feel like doing it, so I don't. I don't really plan on graduation, because I know I'm going to fail at leat one class this sememster.

I need to get my car. I don't care about my liscence. I can't get that til next year anyway, so I don't give a s**t. I just need a functioning vehicle so I can get the ******** out of here.

But I digress... No one really cares about my ranting. Maybe it amuses a few people, so I'm glad I can be of service, but if you can't help in anyway, then I'd rather you ******** off.

I feel like beating the living s**t out of some poor sap. I really do. I just want to get in a random fist fight and beat the living hell out of someone. I don't really care who, or what, where, or why. I just need a face to vent on...

I hate Maryland. This place is ******** dead...

Tunes:
Atreyu - This Flesh A Tomb