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******** Friday the 13th.

For as long as I can remember, I've always had a bad ******** day on Friday the 13th, and this one was no different. It's not the kind of bad day where your dog dies; its that kinda day where everything that can go wrong will go wrong.

I got in another fight with Art, locked myself in my room and stewed for a while, so I decided to call people. Everyone is either somewhere else, or busy. So, I went to my room and stewed a little more because I was still angry about the fight with Art. I decided to play some videogames and while I'm playing Metal Gear Solid The Twin Snakes, the breakers get thrown, my GameCube shuts off, and I lose all my save data for Metal Gear. That game takes ******** forever to get all the s**t in it, and I was about 80-90% I just had to get the dogtags for the last difficulty level. I had already gotten a Grey Fox finisher level. I was gonna try and go for Big Boss, but now I have to get all my ******** tags back, not to mention my bandana and stealth camo. At least that isn't too hard. Then I didn't have any money for cigarettes, so I've had to smoke stales all day, and my throat is all ******** raw and I've had a headache all day from them. That's the worst I think. I ******** hate having a headache, especially one that lasts all ******** day.

It's only 9:00 o'clock, and I'm bored as ********. Barlow is in the mountains at Hippie Fest, Zak is out, Crystal is out at Sarah's, so she's out too, Sam is in ********... North Carolina I think she said. Sheehan... I don't know what the ******** Sheehan is doing, but he won't pick up the ******** phone. Eric will be going to work in an hour, so there's no point in calling him.

This is seriously ******** gay... I hate this s**t. I'm always the one to call people and be all "hey, you wanna hang out?" I'm not fond of doing that, because I hate having people over to my place. It's messy as ********, I can't stand Art and all that good s**t, but I hate the idea of inviting myself over to someone else's house. I hate when people do it to me, so I try not to do it to anyone else, but it's usually the only option I have, seeing as no one calls me, except Justin. But even he needs some alone time. I ******** hate being alone. I really hate it. That, and I'm usually always awake when no one else is. thats a pain in the a**.

Just ******** Friday the 13th...
Next time around, I'm just sleeping all day so I can just miss it.

My luck I'll ******** roll out of my bed or chair and give myself a concussion...