Let's see... where to begin....
I should be going to see my ex again on the 24th. It'll be the first time we hang out since before she knew how I felt, and I really don't know how that's gonna turn out. Oh, well. All I can do is know that that day should be really fun.
I lost one of my friends a while back, because I said that cutting off ties with someone because you're mad at them is childish and stupid. So what did she do? She cut off ties with me, cause she got pissed off at me after I said that. Ironic, huh? Oh, well. No big loss. The main reason I said that, though, was to defend my best friend, who was the person she cut ties with in the first place.
Valentine's Day is coming up, and frankly, I could care less. I don't think I with anyone for any of the Valentine's Days I went through, and I just don't care anymore. It's just a day, might as well treat it as if it's any other day. Part of me still dreads the day, though, because every year on that day since my ex and I broke up, I feel like I'm missing out on something big. I can't help it.
Oh well, enough of that. I've grown tired of whining and moping, though it's gotten really hard not to.
I went to the store to get clothes with my mom, and I wasn't embarrassed at all to be there for some reason. Maybe it's cause I could care less about what others think about me. Why should it bother me if someone thinks "Ooh, Scott went shopping with his mommy...." big deal, it's not like it matters.
Well, this update's done. I'll write another one eventually.
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