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tired and random thing mainly here to keep me partially sane
My pain's starting to fade a bit, but I'm not sure what that would mean. I mean, I know I still have feelings for my ex, but I've gotten used to her having a bf now. I know I'd still be in pain if it hadn't have been for being a victim of unrequited love three or four times before. But now that I've stopped thinking about how much it hurts, all I can think about is whether or not she's ignoring me now that she knows... I haven't talked to her since the day she found out, and it's really bugging me, because she and I have barely started talking to each other again just a couple months ago. update: nvm, she's not ignoring me ^_^
I've also noticed how often people I know tend to pick out my flaws. I already know what my flaws are, I don't need anyone to point them out in me. So, expect me to get really, really pissed off if I hear someone telling me what's wrong with me. Focus on your own damn selves instead of me! I know exactly what's wrong with me, so stop pointing out the obvious! stressed
And another thing that bugs me/strikes me as funny is everyone my age where I live changing their hair all of the sudden. In a span of three days, I've seen so many people bleaching their hair and people with long hair cutting theirs down to nearly nothing compared to what they used to have. I've seen a few mohawks, but I still gotta say that I like my ex's mohawk the most out of all of them xp (sorry, John, but it's true) Oh, and I'm NOT going to cut my hair, not for a long time, and I doubt anybody would convince me anyway. Most of my friends think I look much better with long hair anyway mrgreen
yeah, I'm too tired to continue with this, so I guess I'll stop here....
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