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I Just Let My Liberated Body Lie There,
Having Already Thrown Away My Wings.

The Things That Tied Me Down
And Even This Darkness At My Feet, That Trips Me,
Were All Shadows Created By My Own Hand.

Ah... Yet I Am Still Not Satified At All.
What Should I Protect From Here On Out?

If I Could Meet You, Hanging Your Head,
In A Corner Of Heaven, Surely I'd Notice
What These Arms, That Cannot Even Remember How To Fly,
Can Do Beyond This.

Ah...Yet I Am Still Not Forgiven At All.
What Should I Sing From Here On Out?

If I Could Meet You, Standing At A Loss
In A Corner Of Heaven, Surely I'd Notice,
What These Arms That Cannot Even Remember How To Fly,
Can Do Beyond What They Can Now.

- Kirito, Of Pierrot. 'Heaven'



name five people/things you wish you could see or meet again:
1.) Bobby.
2.) Joasis.
3.) Feathers. (She's Been Gone For Awhile)
4.) hide Or Someone Cool Like That.
5.) Azzi

name five things your going to do tomarrow:
1.) Exercise (Day 5.)
2.)Try To Have Some Enthusiasm About Writing.
3.) Do The Swing. =P
4.) Listen To Music.
5.) Hit Up My Buddies.




'We Cannot Call Angels Without Wings Angels.
So, We Call Them Friends.'

I Read That Somewhere, And It's Undoubtedly True.

Also, I've Found Myself Just A Bit Numb.
Nothing Really Piques My Interest Right Now.
I've Gotten Two Lovely Ideas For Stories,
But My Interest Won't Allow Me To Pick Up My Pens And Write.

Lots Of My Friends Seem To be Having Hard Times, And I'm Just Kind Of Indifferent, And That Makes Me Feel Bad For Not Attempting To Carry Part Of Their Burden.

I Redid My Avatar Again.
I Like It.
I Used Haru's Bow And Scarf.
Next I'm Going Pirate For Cherry's Outfit.

My Arms And Chest Ache.
Probably From Weight Lifting.
I Have To Stretch Out Better Next Time.

I Had Half The Mind To Play UT Today.
Basically, You Blow Eachother Apart Online With Oversized Guns.
I Used To Play It Constantly Because I Had Good Friends There.
But A Hacker Going By The Name Oxide Got Rid Of Them, And I Left.
I Wanted To Play Because A Few Days Ago, My Dad Wanted Me To Kick His Friend's
Tail On It, Because He Couldn't. But It Wouldn't Let Me Play, So I Had To Leave.
But As I Said Before, I'm Bored, And Nothing Interests Me Really.

I Feel Like Everything I Do Is Kind Of Manditory.
I Don't Really Want To Do Anything.
I Want To Just Leave School For A Day, And Just Lay In Bed For A Day.
Do Nothing.
Watch Time And The Scope Pass By While I Listen To Music Or Something.
Just Make Everything Kind Of Halt For A Moment Or Two.

I Feel bad.
If I Could Become Interested Enough To Just Get Money For A Day,
I Bet I Could Get My Friends Something Really Nice For All The Nice Things They
Do For Me, And I Brush Off, Or Take For Granted.
I Know A Gift Doesn't Make Up For Everything, And That If You Buy Someone A Palace They Don't Have To Care A Speck More For You Than They Did Before,
But I Feel Like They Deserve Better Than A Casual 'Hello, How Was Your Day?'

I Hate Being Busy.
I Hate Manditory Things.
I Hate Laying In Stagnant Uneventfulness, Counting Out All I Need To Do, By The Time The Clock Hits Nine.
I Hate Being Half The Friend I Could Be.

Everything's Grey.
Everything's Somber.
And At The Moment, Everything's Dull.