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I Feel Really Hateful Today, And It's Not Good.

I Got Up, All Happy And Giddy.
Quickly Went To Church, Then Sat In The Car With My Little
Sermon-Booklet, And My Little Sister
Basically Starts Calling Me Stupid For No Real Reason.

I Started For Feel Scornful.
After I Spent My Christmas Money On Her?
After I Spent Money On My Family,
And Went Without, She Has The Nerve To Insult Me?

I Told Her That We Just Got Out Of Church,
And I Didn't Want To Argue,
And To Just Drop It.
She Kept On Going.

If I Do That, I Get Yelled At By My Father,
But They Turned A Blind Eye To It.
I Said I Didn't Want To Argue Again,
And Then My Dad Snaps At Me.
What The Hell!

You've Got Some Nerve,
You Can Snap At Me, But Not The Person
Making Fun Of Me?
Is Your Precious Daughter So Much Better Than The
Son Who Goes Out Of His Way To Talk To You,
And Who Uses The Money He Gets On Special Occaisions,
No Matter How Rare, To Buy You Something Nice?

The Church Said Those With Hate In Them Stumble Blindly In The Dark.
My Mother Had The Nerve To Question Why I Looked So Bitter.
I Said
'Because I Tried To Stop A Fight, And I'm Blamed For It. Forgive Me Lord Heavenly Father, For I Am Blinded.'

She Started To Lecture Me On Starving People In Africa, And The Dying in The Hospitals.
She Has No Idea Who I Pray For Every Night.

I Hate It.
I Hate It All.

Screw You And Your Spite.
All Of You!
I Wish You No Harm,
But I'm Not Speaking With You At The Moment.

I Want To Listen To Syokubeni...
I Need To Vent.