What's in your head, what're you thinking?
a thought that has often drove me to drinking.
why won't you talk? what is your deal?
Are your feelings fake or real?
Is it me? I just don't know...
why can't you let your feelings show?
what're you afraid of? I'm scared to think...
I think I'll pour another drink.
I'm a mess because i care...
I LOVE YOU, I said it, there.
but i still don't feel better. In fact i feel worse.
I'm using denial to soften this curse.
but it isn't working because the truth is...
I'm afraid you don't love me like this.
I have you but i don't due to your silence
I utter a small self directed defiance.
for being so weak to need you this much.
i hope you dont think i'm pathetic and such.
I'm at your mercy, my heart's fate is yours.
Though you hide behind shadows and locked doors.
I will know how you feel, even if it hurts...
to live in this confusion is, to me, far worse.
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My Poems and Stories.
These are some poems and stories I have written.
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