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Parents Are So Quick To Warn Not To Squabble And Fight.
Yet When Things Break Down, They Arn't Afraid Of Doing It Themselves...

I Guess My Dad Said A Rude Comment To My Mother.
My Mom Is Schooling To Not Only Be An Eye Doctor, But An Ambulance-Nurse, Or Paramedic.
My Dad Works In The Airforce.
He Has Been Gone For About 5 Years, Total.
He Comes Home From Work, And Basicly Goes To Sleep.

He Said That My Mother 'Isn't Makin' Any Money' But She Said That He Doesn't Do Anything Around The House, And That Family Matters More Than Money.
She Said That If She Got Paid For Everything She Does, She'd Be Wealthy...

I Hate It When My Parents Fight.
I Feel So Helpless, And Caught In The Middle When They Do.


I Went To The Humane Society Today.
It Was My Possibly-Last Day There, Today.
Belle Got Adopted, Willow Was Adopted, Amber Was Adopted,
Now That I Think About It, Only Azzi Wasn't.
But, I Think He Was Much More Special Than The Others...
He Is Probably What Made Me Go Out, And Make A Difference To Those Dogs.
I Should Shower, Soon.
One Of The Dogs Was Jumping All Over Me, And I Don't Smell Too Sweet After It...
I'm Glad Belle Was Adopted Today.
She Was Here Since Azzi Was, And I Was A Little Worried.
But Now Everythings Okay.
All Dogs (With An Exception Of Azzi) That I Have Worked With Went To Good Homes.

I've Been Planning A Fanfic Since Haru And I Chatted About Zabuza And Haku.
But In Order To Write It, I've Had To Study Japanese Meals, Look Up Some Titles,
Find A Suiting Song Passage For Haku In One Part I've Planned (I Chose A Part From 'Heaven, By Pierrot.) And Then Study Japanese Atire, Namely The Parts Of A Yukata, And The Tabi And Geta.
I Hope To Write It Soon.

I'm Feeling Worried.
I'm Feeling A Little Anxiety.
I'm Feeling Apathetic.
I'm Feeling Sad.
I'm Feeling Excited.
I'm Feeling Regret.

-Chalkie.

P.S

I Thought It'd Be Neat, If I Shared With You The Passage Of 'Heaven',
That I Plan To Use In My Story. It Is The Third Stanza, I Believe, And It Goes Like This.

Rakuen no Katasumi De Utsumeiteiru
Anata Ni Deaetara Kizuku Hazu Dakara.
Habataku Koto De Sae Omoidazenai
Kono Ude Kore Ijou Nani Ya Dekiru No Ka Wo.

Meaning,

If I Could Meet You, Hanging Your Head
In A Corner Of Heaven. I'd Surely Notice
What These Hands That Cannot Even Recall How To Fly
Can Do Beyond This.

It Seems Very Fitting, Due To The Sacrifice That Haku Displays For His Teacher, No?