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I dont want to hurt anymore... what did i do to suffer like this? I feel like im losing it... but how could i lose something i never had? These gallstones hurt so bad. I feel terrible. Just cry and breath is all i can tell myself. I lost my breath its getting harder and i dont know why im breathing so fast. I feel hot and cold at the same time. I think ive lost my mind. THis is crazy what something the size of a ******** pen dot can do. I hate it. Why wont everyone and everything trying to hurt me just stop? I've had enough of this. Thank something its is going the 17th. All i know is that i cannot stand this anymore. Nothing helps. I just tell myself, if i jsut breath that maybe it will all go away. Its hard to though. I feel so tired and weak. I dton want to move because it will hurt. someone please take it all away. everything. it hurts too much to cry anymore