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Feels Alright Now
Sometimes things just go wonderfully perfect.
When I think about him, he comes back to me
I feel so strangely invincible
Like I’ve done something so irresponsible
But it feels so extraordinary
That this feels right


When I wake up at night
And someone’s on my mind
I feel so understandable
Like anyone could read my book
But it feels so predictable
That everything could go right


Everyday feels the same
But not when you’re to blame
I feel so lovingly excitable
Like anyone would dance with me
But I feel so misunderstood
That anything like this is right


Sometimes I miss him without thinking it knowingly
And whenever I write it’s him
I feel so nakedly exposed
Like watching a blank TV
But it feels so imaginative
That something like this goes right



When I walk alone with nothing in mind
I think about him day and night
I feel so attached
Like a flower inside the dirt
But it feels so untreatable
That something like this can’t be right




Everyday I try to say what he means to me
Just the way friends are supposed to be
I feel so empty-headed
Like a script-less movie
But it feels so obvious
That something like this feels right






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Obvious Insanity
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commentCommented on: Sat Jul 28, 2007 @ 05:37am
    Yes. Hide. Continue hiding. I'll talk to you when you've finished hiding. No I won't.


commentCommented on: Sat Aug 04, 2007 @ 08:36am
Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
I can't breathe but I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.

Drink up sweet decadence.
I can't say no to you,
And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't let you conquer me completely.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
Can't believe that I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough.
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.

And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?

So take care what you ask of me,
'cause I can't say no.



Donut-Mutt
Community Member
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